Need directions

Man, Oh man.

I feel like me life is in a whirlwind right now. I feel like God is throwing a lot of fresh/new ideas my way and I'm trying to sift through it all and figure out what it all means. As I eluded to I'm trying to figure out within my ministry here at Calvary how to incorporate discipleship & service as well as how to partner more with parents. Now on top of those thoughts/ideas/possibilities, God has begun to stir within me thoughts about what it really means to be a Husband/father after his own heart. Does he really desire us to just be comfortable and float through life, I don't think so. He desires that we have an impact and infect people around us. I feel like in a lot of ways I'm not doing much of that; I'm just floating. He is awakening within me a desire to figure out what it could look like for us as a family to be reaching the poorest/weakest in our community. Not necessarily to serve them and offer them advice, but learn from them to just be with them. Man I can't even begin to write out all the stuff going through my head right now. I figure I just need to keep asking ?'s and get on my knees asking God to make the way clear.